Poem: Only You

I don't know how to say,
I don't know how to begin.
Why can't I make any sense out of it,
Why can't it stop hurting me?
Why is it always so painfull for me,
Why is it always so hard to say?
I can't think of anyone else,
I can't dream of anything but you.
Does it always have to be this way,
Can't it be easy for me to say?
Why am I always torn between existense... and you,
Why am I always out in the dark about you?
I don't know what to say,
It makes me so wierd to even think of it...
But I know no other way,
But maybe it's…